I am super excited today. Why? Well, I made the decision that if my PET scan (scheduled for sometime after Christmas) goes well and no cancer is found…I am going to quit Chemo. I have really just had enough and more than anything I just want a normal life back! Of course I seem super resolved about that now but I am sure my Doctor will have more then a few words to share on the matter. Some of my family members would not be supportive either. I hope I can stick to my guns.
If the test comes back with results that are not so good…well then I guess I will have to start over with the Chemo. If there is cancer in my lungs the Chemo cocktail will be even harsher and I would likely have to radiation as well. Please everyone pray that it comes back clean!
But back to being hopeful. The thing I am most excited about is the fact that I have arranged a barter in the hope that everything works the way I want it to. I would be bartering for an all expenses paid membership to my favorite ladies gym and day spa. So that means I could go back to water aerobics, belly dancing, and pilates 3-4 times a week and onsite daycare for my three kids would be included.
I am so excited I can barley stand it. I am excited and nervous. I hope I am not just setting myself up for disappointment but I can’t help the fact that I want my life back…I need this cancer chapter of my life to be over…let’s just hope it is.
Hi Tiffany,
The POWER of positive thinking. It is good that you are writing this down….keep with your intentions. I will support you in what ever way you need.
If that’s what you want to do I am with you!
It sounds scary and I know you have been thinking alot about it. I will keep the intention that you want.
Blessings,
Erin
Hi Tiffany,
I will be thinking of you and hoping everything comes out all clear so you can get back to your life!!
Tiffany,
I know you are going to be fine. Your test results will come back clean of any cancer. My New Year’s wish for you is no more chemo!
Tiffany, I love you! You are such an amazing woman! I am so glad you have made a decission that you are comfortable with! With your postive attitude, I am sure you could convience everyone! Prayers for your complete healing continue as well as your cancer free pet scan! I hope you had a wonderful Christmas!